kicks you

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even ShadowLeggy's good at making videos and making people laugh. i just happened to feel like i was a negative influence to people's lives and letting people get away from me. i try to brush it off and try not to think about it but...it hurts me alot. like when i had to deal with my mom's yelling and my older sister making criticism, even fake being happy around my nephews, deep down things been eating me up. i just been mostly by myself and crying alot.

i don't know what to do. my last year experience was pretty tragic. with all the drams i has with chronoarcaile2018 and cartoonkid2014. now everyone gotten to the point of stop trusting me. my friends. people who once stood by me. then i got alot of misunderstand from some people. instead of things going better for me, i lost alot of friends, i've get lack of trust. i see people close to my age like you, ChronoArcAile2018 and FightingSeraph making positive influence to people's lives.

thanks, i don't have anything currently but maybe i could compile a compilation of my work. VidLii seems great but a bit small, maybe i'll find more people here looking to watch some animations.

thanks! If you need any help then feel free to ask ^^

hey i watched some of your commentaries, you're pretty good at making videos. How are you doing today?

i might do a contraversal video. alot becasue last year, i made some mistakes and lost alot of friends. i wanna talk more based on my experience. the more i talk like this, i'll allow for me to overcome alot of inner life challenges.

man. youtube is going down the wrong path. i'd say they're no difference then SOPA< PIPA and CISPA. and also that Ajit Pai character.

Nah, it's cool. My commentaries were mediocre anyways.

that isn't right! if youtube don't own patroen, why sit around and attack them? this would also make patreon to file a lawsuit against youtube. then it would allow youtube to close it's website down. it will effect youtube as well as the fans. i hate to hate this but, youtube's actions has gone sanity of their behalf :/